Wednesday, August 19

Tensi +++++

nape laa dlm seminggu nie mood aku x btul je...asyik moody je...

nak kata aku tak cuba atasi..dah..cam2 aku wat tuk minggu nie je..
hang out gie karaoke, gie main bowling, gie shopping, gie makan steamboat. ape lagi yang tak kena.

nak kene sampai si (aku dah tak larat nak mention nama dia) tu muncul baru jiwa aku tenang semula ke?dah laa...aku dah penat nak pikir pasal dia. bukan sorang dua kwan aku suh buang dia jauh2, tapi aku masih tak pasti kenapa aku xleh nak buang dia. sbb aku tau, bila dia muncul semula, aku pasti akan terima dia smula.

bukan sekali dua dia senyap. bukan sekali dua kami bergaduh. dan bukan sekali dua dia buat aku gila cam nie. tapi aku tetap masih terima dia bila dia pujuk aku smula.

aku rasa cam nak baling je handset aku kat dinding..baru puas hati aku. tapi ape salah handset aku. ermm..tu laa betul kata pepatah..marahkan nyamuk, abis satu kelambu dibakarnya. aku marahkan dia tapi takkan handset aku jadi mangsa...ermm..tak patut..tak patut.

maybe nie salah aku sbb aku terima dia semula time dia mula2 buat aku cam nie..skang nie dia rasa selesa wat cam nie..tu yg dia xkisah kalo aku hangin lagi....ermm... :((

:D kaylaa...mlm nie aku tekad nak gie tengok movie gak walaupun tiada siapa yg mahu menemankan aku. antara cerita Ghost Girlfriends Past n Setem...xsure lagi nak tengok yg mana...huhahhaha (aku dah mula wat keje gile aku)

::BaHieSelamaNyeR::19/08/09::02.05pm
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I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I don’t why you think you got a hold on me

And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because…

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I’m sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it’s a little late for explanations
There isn’t anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say baby…

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to do this any longer
I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying

No more pain
No more hurt
No more trying

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothïng left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love ïs broken
Baby hush hush

::The Pussycat Dolls : Hush Hush ::

::BaHieSelamaNyeR::19/08/09::02.19pm

3 comments:

Aidy Shahiezad said...

eh jgn buang si dia tue sbb kerna sayang tak mungkin terbuang org yg kita masih sayang... ape kate simpan je dia jauh dlm sudut hati, jgn bagi keluar... ibarat menyimpan jin dalam botol, then boleh cmpak jauh2 kt laut... cmtue la... i'Allah menjadi kalo kena cara dan usahanya... ;)

Bahie said...

makin simpan makin sakit...tapi i'Allah akan dicuba tuk simpan dia jauh disudut hati.
mana tau nanti Allah berikan satu petunjuk yg mungkin sekarang belum nampak lagi...

kema said...

"It doesn't make any difference whether what you face is something that affects your work, your personal relationships, your sense of security, your appraisal of self-worth, or your appearance -- the way you think about your situation largely determines whether you will do anything about it and what you will do." - Dr. Arthur Freeman